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Ok, my blog is getting boring, yes I know. I am just lazy to update. I don’t know. Blogging does not appeal to me anymore. So yah. But anyway since I’m pretty bored now, I’ll just do a random entry.

Holidays are here. Busy-ness coming too. Haha, I’ve not like plan out what I’m going to study. I so don’t want to die for MST. Yah, I dun wish to flunk this as it will pull my grades down. Yah, so I need to study! But I am so not in the mood. So much to think about. Hahakz.

I realised I have so much problem with myself. Hmm. How arh? I don’t know. Ok nevermind. Random-random

Lol, anyway, today I helped out in SP open house for like an hour only? Ok, yah pretty waste my time but I get to try something new! I was a tour guide on the SP BUS TOUR. Ok lame. But pretty an experience.

I headed down to lunch at fc3 with Odie and Anuar. Guess what, many interesting things happen. Hahakz.

I went home then, supposedly to meet Amirah for a jog back in school, but my running shoes were dusty and I probably be late. So ended up at home. Stoning.

Yupz, I stoned till my mum came home with jokes and stories. She just enlighten my day. I don’t know what I would do without her. I probably be half a lunatic. Oh probably a whole lunatic. Haha.

So much for the future. It’s true that we don’t know what will happen in the future right? I don’t know. I just feel that way cause I see so many living examples. I see how people change. I see how feelings fade. I see all these happening till it always make me think way ahead. That sometimes will sound like as if I’m doubting the people around me. But I don’t ok. I just need people to prove me wrong. Cause I figured, the things I thought of, always come my way, sooner or later.

Okay, so much for randomness. Haiz. I actually am happy with life. No I’m not. Ok whatever. I am thankful for eveything that come my way, whether it is good or bad. It just make me a stronger person.