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Exams ARE OVER!

Hear that, the irritating exams are over. And everyone is so-oh-glad. So I am free, call me to go out, or I’ll just rot. But oh well, I don’t have much holidays either, ITP starts on Monday. So which means I am free today, tomorrow, the day after next and that’s it. Anyway, on Sunday I will be heading to jam, so yup, officially I am free today and tomorrow. Then I will slog at work.

Okie, this time I will be working in a office. I am kinda excited cause non of my jobs previously was in the office; it was either in a hotel, under the hot sun, among the crowd with noisy cars and lastly on the river. Haha. So many kinds of environment. So finally I get to work indoors, and I really wonder how.

Ok I know I sound dumb for being excited for ITP, but seriously, that is the only thing that I can be excited for. There isn’t like holidays to look forward or anything already. The next thing I can be excited for is my last year of school =( Not exciting at all.

Oh well, today I will be heading to school at 5 for some spac2go meeting. I am wondering the position of the club, so I will be heading down to see what’s happening. Plus I’ve been missing in action for the last 2 meeting. Kinda awkward.

Talking about awkwardness also, I’ve not been working the past month and coming back to work at river might be awkward too, but I won’t be working again next month. So makes me wonder if I am ever going to come back to work.

I am a kind of person that can’t stick to one job, I get bored easily. Hmmm. So how? New job?

I am looking though, but it’s hard to find a well-paid job which is flexible. Any recommendations?

Oh well, I don’t know what’s life going to be next, changes here and there and I do really hope it’s all gonna work.

How was my last day of exam spent? Well I had a splendid time at East Coast in the rain -_-

Hmmm, what else can I talk about?

Performance Management

Oh my god, I didn’t know the last sem of this second year is super taxing, just can’t wait for it all to be over. I don’t mind if I am going to attachment like tomorrow, I just want a break from all the studying and the taxing notes.

See what this module has done. It has 10 chapters, all about performance management and how to do it well.  Like what the hell we have to memorise all these stuff man. I don’t think I can remember it when I go to work!

Ok, enough complains, basically can’t wait for paper to be over tomorrow, I just wanna get my hands on QA and then get over the paper and get OVER EXAMS! Exams are weird stuff on Earth, don’t know who invented it and why we still are into Exams!

Oh well, so much to complain about, brain is tired. I think I drop it somewhere on the floor when I was memorising that 10 topics today, got to go find it.

Nevertheless, in this kinda time, food, tv, bed and this lappie right here made up my day.

LOL.

Good luck peepz for papers this week =)

My Mother

Haha,  the title is so random, basically she is just talking away right now in the kitchen all about life and how she wished that everything would be better. But one thing is that I wish she could just stop talking for a while cause I am trying to study!

That’s the thing about studying at home.  That’s why I prefer to study out of home. Lol.

But anyway, reason being for her to talk so much is because I’m rarely at home.  I spend 3/4 of my day outside everyday. So yea, I can understand.

Two papers are over, and each time each paper is over, my brain will feel the pain. It’s like those modules really sucked out your brain power, that you felt like an idiot after doing the paper. Oh my gosh. That’s so bad. I can’t imagine if I am studying in university later on.

Oh talking about that, I don’t know what’s life going to be after poly. I definitely want to continue studying, but looking at my life, I really think I should work first.

And Jin Wei a.k.a. ah boy was so random yesterday, that he called me at 1am just because he was bored. Oh well, it’s been long since I had those kind of conversations with him. Plus I miss it with other people to. I miss talking on the phone with daddy. Plus all my other friends too, just miss hanging out with them.  Somehow I feel that I’ve neglected much of my friends just because I am busy with school and that other person. =(

Well, if you guys read this, please know that you people are not forgotten and very much missed!

Two more papers to go, so I shall start studying while my mum is not talking right now.

Chiaoz

Funny

It’s how funny that I keep myself updated about my closest friends whereabouts and fun times through their blogs [Yes, the four of you].

Exams sucks, life’s been not so good. So much to think about,  time passes by, feelings go to waste, and happy endings are yet to be found.

I can’t wait for the end of exams, end of slogging through my notes. This two weeks will be study marathon. I figure I can’t do anything else, cause I’ve yet to start on any other modules. So after each module is cleared, I have to chiong the next one. I only have 3 days interval between each paper. And so much to squeeze in my brain. I need more brain space.

So the four of you, if I am going to miss another gathering of you people, really sorry. I wanna join you guys without worries in my head and time doesn’t permit. So yeah =)

Myrin and Harry’s Birthday Celebration

Ok Myrin’s birthday was on 6th Feb and Harry’s Birthday will be on 28th Feb. So we decided to celebrate it with a bbq at Sembawang Park on 6th and had lotsa FUN!

Evelyn’s Wedding

Yay! My mummy is finally married.  Her wedding was a bliss and also I get to meet all my ex-colleagues and manager. Miss them much!

Thanks to Jia Yu for accompanying me to the wedding. I know it feels weird but it’s great that you were there with me =)

I wish I had brought my camera along. Oh well, my phone camera is quite useful at this kinda times. The wedding was held at Robertson Quay Hotel.

Me and Mummy Evelyn =)

Kent, Me, Christian, Stephen and Alex

I miss working in Raffles Grill

The End

Ok, yups this post is to mark the end of the project madness for this semester. I know there’s been hard feelings here and there.  But I do hope that everyone will just throw it away and just start a new next semester in year 3 ok? I think all this has just taught us that people can be nasty to one another when it comes to chasing grade, what more later on when we go to work? People will just be nastier to chase after ranks and more money. But I do hope that friendships will not be destroyed cause I believe that after we leave Poly Life, we would miss much about what we have been through =) All the fun and crap we had with one another yea?

Feels like Tonight

You, you got me
Thinking it’ll be alright.
You, you told me,
“Come and take a look inside.”
You believed me,
In every single lie.
But I, I failed you this time.

And it feels like tonight.
I can’t believe I’m broken inside.
Can’t you see that there’s nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight,
Tonight.

I was waiting
For the day you’d come around.
I was chasing,
And nothing was all I found.
From the moment you came into my life,
You showed me what’s right.

And it feels like tonight.
I can’t believe I’m broken inside.
Can’t you see that there’s nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.

I never felt like this before.
Just when I leave, I’m back for more.
Nothing else here seems to matter.
In these ever-changing days,
You’re the one thing that remains.
I could stay like this forever.

And it feels like tonight.
I can’t believe I’m broken inside.
Can’t you see that there’s nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you?
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.
Tonight.
‘Cause there’s nothing that I wanna do,
But try to make it up to you.
And it feels like tonight.
Tonight.