First Day of School!

Attachment has ended. It ended quite well. I felt quite sad actually to leave, cause I’ve not much to make a difference in the company. Oh well, but my time is up and it’s time to come back to school! I miss school like so much. Lol.

My colleagues treated me to pizza hut for lunch on the last day. So sweet of them. And my supervisor is not in that picture. Lol.

Okay, school, school. I know I sound so excited about it but 7 weeks in that company really make me appreciate school so much. Lessons started at 8 today and I reached on time. Much apologies to Harry and Sophia who were waiting for me at the MRT station [Don't worry, they didn't wait together. Lol] Okay so BD was pretty fine, just that need to mentally prepared to go through the whole process of it. Yupz.

Other than that, our class were busy catching up with one another in lectures when the lecturers were crapping. Lol. School ended at 1, and I went to find Odie. Accompanied him till he has to go to work, after which I went home.

And here comes an interesting conversation on MSN.

|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
weiii sick arh?
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
yea..
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
aiyoh.. u miss first day of school liao.. how come can sick?
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
part time nvr take care of me..
no idea..
haha
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
eeyerr.. hahhaakz.. u wad happen? fever arh
den got go doctor already?
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
seen one ..
i don really have a fever..
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
den?
love sick?
ahhakz
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
just flu cough and headache lor
haha
yah
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
oohhh
okay.. den tmr can come sch already la?
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
i think so
aha
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
hahha okok..
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
y.. miss me until like tt ar?
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
lol
where got
haha
concern mahh
cannot arh?
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
=((
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
y u put sad face
miss u la. dats why ask y u nv come sch.. want to see u in lecture juz now.. den ask mel, she say u sick
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
haha
=))
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
wahh i say until like dat den u put smiley face
hahha
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
of course!
^^
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
lol
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
u can see me in the morning tml
hehe
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
ahhha ohh yyaa.. same lecture
lol
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
yea..
ma nvr blog liao ar?
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
nope
lazzyy
nth to blog
lol
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
got lar..
surely have sth to blog de
|| hidayah || =Come What May= says:
hahha yup im blogging now
lol
:.:-进伟-:.:™ says:
gre8
haha

See how he changed from a sad face to a smiley face after I said I actually missed him? Lol. You better come to school tomorrow!

Falling in Love

I realized quietly that love is giving up a part of yourself and allowing that part to be filled by someone else. It’s when your heart feels bigger than your whole body, because it’s filled with trust and confidence and appreciation of one other special person. It’s being able to communicate without a word and forgive unconditionally – Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul on Love and Friendship

Kasih Sayang

Kasih Sayang

Indahnya ciptaan Illahi
Keajaiban semula jadi
Perasaan halus berseni
Membahagiakan rohani

Sinar bahagia memancar lagi
Tika ia menyentuh hati
Alangkah bertuahnya kumiliki
Kasih sayang perenung nurani

Basically this poem tells us about love, something that happens naturally which really makes one happy and feel so lucky to have it in one’s life.

Kasih sayang, sesuatu yang tinggi nilainya. Pernakah anda terfikir betapa pentingnya kasih sayang itu pada diri seseorang? Terpulanglah pada anda sekalian untuk mentafsirkan erti kasih sayang.

Bagiku, kasih sayang seseorang itu mencerminkan penghargaan yang layak diterima. Dengan nilai kasih sayang kita dapat menikmati kehidupan yang sempurna. Kasih Sayang menggambarkan di mana terletaknya diri kita dalam hati seseorang. Sudah tentu kasih sayang daripada seseorang ibu mendapat tempat pertama dalam hatiku kerana dialah yang mengasuh saya semenjakku dilahirkan ke muka bumi ini. Kasih sayang yang berbunga pada pandangan pertama pula dapat menyatukan jiwa kedua orang insan. Lihatlah pada hadirin sekalia betapa kuat kasih sayang itu.

Kasih sayang juga bererti sebuah harapan, di mana seorang insan ketagih akan kasih sayang. Lihat sahajalah anak-anak yang tidak beribu-bapa. Harapan mereka adalah satu, iaitu untuk merasakan kasih sayang seperti insan-insan lain yang dapat merasakan kasih sayang semenjak kelahiran di dunia.

Harapanku sebagai seorang insan biasa ialah untuk merasa dan mencurahkan kasih sayang kerana hanya bila kita dikasihi dan mengasihi, barulah hidup akan menjadi sempurna.

Yang pasti kasih sayang seseorang itu adalah suci dan ikhlas. Ia adalah sesuatu pemberian yang sangat berharga, tidak dapat dibangdingkan dengan harta benda.  Sedangkan kucing sayangkan anaknya, apatah lagi manusia?

I wrote this and deliver it during a malay speech competition in Sec 4. Today I dig my drawer and saw it. I decided to read it and it made me wonder how I was able to write such a thing and not even remember it now. I just want to share it with everyone that reads my blog, cause love is something so valuable that we can never exchange for anything else.

Swollen

I cannot do this, I just cannot. Tears keep on running down my cheeks. I need help. Someone. Pls.

Feel Like It

I have been blogging through twitter really, and it’s super addictive. I can’t wait to have a smart phone so that I can twit from my phone. Wee.

Life has been alright, not too great, not too bad. Well, there are 7 days exactly left to my ITP. Can’t wait. I can’t wait to go back to school to study. And this coming saturday I am going back to work. Can’t imagine though cause it’s really been long since I worked there. Haiz. Hopefully everything goes well.

Last week, did kinda a few stuff. Let me recall, on Monday I went dinner with Jiayu and Andre to have nasi ayam penyet. It was good but expensive as well. I was feeling pretty down due to something, therefore I wasn’t really being myself when I was with them. Jiayu treated me to dinner and Andre treated me to cheesecake. Lovely people. Hahaz. I am so poor.

I went home on tuesday after work. Decided not to waste money, but nevertheless I spend close to 10 bucks that day. Haiz.

Wednesday I went out with dear, we went to watch the Unborn and I treated him to Korean food. I couldn’t get to sleep after watching that movie, and my mum didn’t help either, cause she keep on appearing in my room every now and then to ask me to off the bed light.

Thursday I went out with Jin Wei. Had a good dinner at V8 at Bugis. Then we walked around, wanting to find Emily but she wasn’t around. So we snacked, and he send me to Bedok Mrt. Sweet right? Lol. Thanks yah!

Friday went for jamming, was kinda tired and all, but thought to make the best out of it. So yea, jammed for two hours then followed by a session the next day.

Sunday was great cause I spend it with dear and we went to gym and swimming after that! Another way to save money when going out. We actually went to Chinese Garden then, but it was late, so there was nothing to see already.

That pretty sums up my week. Now I can’t wait for this week to be over and next week to be over so that I can go back to school!!!

Till then, Chiaoz