I took a walk from SMA to SB while the others waited at the MRT for me, it was definitely a moment to have, looking at everything around you and reminiscing how year 1 was so care free and how I do not mind at all to meet my friends over at the other side of the school. It has been long since that happen, and for the last day, I walked through that path again.

Went over to catch a movie and then, walked around, talked, crapped, dinner, bowling. It was fun fun with classmates. And at the end of the day, we just sat down at Esplanade, and just talked about everything under the moon! Hahakz.

I am glad that we will all still be meeting up, at least for the first week for some activities, which means that we won’t be losing touch. Arhhh. Really going to miss DBA01!

Hmm.. And then on saturday, I met Khai! Been sooooo long, since I saw him. Had lots of fun, food, and talking going on. Hahakz. Wonder when will be the next time I’ll meet him again.

This week, is going to be lots of catching up with old friends, and then probably next week onwards, I’ll start to self-indulged. And I better get a job soon!

Oh yes, in case you are wondering why this blog is so stagnant, I’ve moved to here!

It was indeed a fruitful journey.  I am really glad for everyone I’ve met, for everything I’ve been through. All those care-free days in year 1, going to spsu every now and then just to hang out with friends. Going for camps and just losing ourselves.

I love my 2nd and 3rd year classmates. Cause though we all may not know each other well but we can proudly say that we are a united class at the end of the day. We have take various opportunities to get to know one another better. Hope we all still continue to keep in contact yeah?

This 4 weeks really set me thinking of where I should head next. I really have no idea. Half of me wants to embark on the career, well the other half says I should continue to study. But I cannot bear the fact that I have to start to be responsibility of my own financial matters. And I really want to be. It’s been 20 years my mum and my brother have been responsible for them. Isn’t it time to repay them? Before everything is too late?

Well. Let’s see where all this will bring me to.

Cheers =)

Was talking to Amelia about continuing to university education. It is going to be very tough to opt for BA in uni, so I think if I really want to consider a degree, I may want to take a degree in Psychology. Or even Events? Hahakz. Weird degrees coming to my mind now. Should I or should I not?

Well, it all really has to depend on my final semester’s results. I really really hope to score.

Oh well.

Chiaoz

And I am going to meet these two things on saturday! Wee!

Anyway, it’s been pretty some time since I update yeah? I think most of us are detached from this thing called blogging. Oh well, nothing much to update. I went for a camp, 4 days walk around Singapore. It’s an endurance test la. Then I went for a holiday at Phuket. Love the beach and shopping was awesome. Great time with the brother and family. Came back, supposed to be meeting up people and stuff, but then got down with some tummy problems that lasted for a week.

At the end of the week, I had a performance and Ben and Jerry’s cathay with a sore throat. But hey, that was really my day. I love that day. It was like my band and I were holding a party. Lol. B&J must be earning lots. Oh well. What’s more all my dearest friends were there. Aww. I’m so touched. Thanks guys. Love you lots.

What else happened.. Hmm. I need to start working on my projects now. Urgh!

Quick update right? Lol. Looking forward to the new year. Wanna leave the stinky 2009.

Bye!

- Bored of studying

- Reading of other people’s blog

Yes. After blog-hopping, I decided to blog. Again.

Hahakz.  I know I’ve not been updating much. Probably because I have no mood to write, nothing inspirational to talk about, or just so lazy to update about life. Cause it’s not as interesting.

However, let’s dig up something interesting to post here alright?

I got a message from this lady over here just asking “hey.. how are you? Want to meet up with the rest on the coming week?”

So sweet and thoughtful of her right? Hahakz. My poly forum people. A few of them though. Satish, emilla and Aini! Wee! I am meeting them when  I come back from Phuket! Can’t wait.

Anyway look at the hectic schedule in December 2009

8th Dec – End of MST,  karaoke with classmates, hopefully to meet aunty how for dinner

9th Dec – Marina Barage =) wee!

10th Dec – JB trip with Bib!

11th Dec – Project meet up: SM project at TCC

12th to 15th Dec- NYAA expedition

16th to 19th Dec – Phuket!

20th Dec- Meet up with Poly Forum people

21st Dec – BD meeting

22nd Dec – Meet up with Nadz!

23rd – 25th Dec -FREE

26th Dec – Ben and Jerry’s performance [Do come, 8pm. B&J Cathay]

27th to 31st Dec  -FREE

So yes. All those meet ups. Not even working. Hahkz.

When new year starts, there’ll be plenty of deadlines to meet. Not forgetting the last exam!

Oh well, and now, I aim to finish studying and head for a jog. So chiaoz!

6th August 2006.

6th March 2008

6th June 2009

and today

6th December 2009

I will not tell you what those dates mean. It just marks an event, both happy and sad.

There was another pretty pretty date worth remembering in my life.

- 5th May 2005 or 05/05/05

Whoever it may concern. It’s a pretty cool date don’t you think.

Let’s recall some dates that I used to remember

14th December 2004

30th July 2005 – That’s Jia Yu’s 15th birthday. But something else happened on that day too. Hehe.

30th November 2005 – Bestest time in Prague. Go figure.

14th Decemeber 2005

Then came 6th August 2006

Lol.

Memories are really worth remembering. Agreeable?

And to some people, dates are something that they really want to remember. From the look of it, I used to be one of those people. I love to remember dates.

I still do right now.

But what’s more important is what really took place, not how long it has taken place, or not just for the sake of counting the years.

What matters most, your heart’s in it.

How’s life been? Busy as I mentioned earlier, lots of things that happen recently somehow alerted me on the fact that I will be graduating soon and I’ll see the real world pretty pretty soon. The real world is nothing much like what I’ve been in for the past 13 years of education, so somehow I do get a little frighten.

Having said that, I think there’s still two options to what I’ll be doing after graduation; first is to apply for uni despite knowing of the slim chances and secondly to source for good employers. I really think the latter sounds more realistic but I do want to see if I can really squeeze myself to the university. Any would do, as long as it’s within the financial constraints and it is in Singapore. I have a mum to keep company.

Next, I’ve so called abandon my personal life, I really put aside all the little small things that trouble me a lot like knowing I have a queue of guys waiting to get to know me. I know I sounded like I’m some big thing, but I wish there was no line though. I decided to just abandon that fact, live with it, and just be the bad person. Somehow when times are busy, there’ll be these people waiting. The next time when I’m really looking, there won’t be anyone. So whatever. Life’s like that, never fair. What I know is I am happy with how things are now.

Again, sometimes I do live in the past, I do get dejavu, I do have dreams, I do have regrets. Of course, despite all those, I do move on.

Next, I just want to make my last semester in polytechnic a fulfilling one. Be it making new friends, more significance difference to the club and of course, better commitments to my study. I have to want this badly, and there is only me to rely on to fulfill my desired goals. There is no time to look for anyone to support me in this. I got to do this myself.

So, do not expect me to update any sooner? If you want to get yourself updated, I’m always available for you to talk to, face to face =)

Hidayah

I will be back with a proper post =)

On the other note, catching up with the dunman peepz were awesome too. Shiffa, Faezah and I were happy telling each other about our relationships the last jalan raya and this time round, we were busy bitching about our ex-es. How coincidence is that? We probably get attached again around the same time? Maybe? Hahakz. Other than that, it was cool. I love seeing this people once in a while.

Just walk away, baby please don’t stay

I can’t pretend living another life telling you I’ve seen it all”

Can someone please tell me what’s the title of the song?

On a brighter note. I received a call.

I am glad how things are unfolding for you. I still think of you each time my thoughts flew far away from the reality.

It’s probably fated that we have the weirdest friendship yet the most magical thing that NO ONE else will be able to understand what we share.

I thank God that I have impacted your life in one way another. The one you called  “My Saving Grace”

Oh well, what else can happen from now on? Hahakz. If you ever need someone to save you from misery ONCE IN A WHILE, I think I will be able to help you out =) I think that’s what God has probably written in our fate.

“If only I could talk to you, saying the words I can’t find the words in my heart. “

“I’ve seen it all… so I’m saving you the pain for when you fall”